They say you dont understand country music until you had your heart broken, I always understood country music, does that mean I was born with a broken heart? Or does it simply mean I am reborn and my heart was broken in the previous life?
If the case is that my heart was broken when I was born, was it ever healed or is it still broken? If its still broken, what will heal it?
Feelings are complex, they will always be complex and a paradox and the best thing you can hope for is to find someone who will embrace you and your feelings even when they are at there most chaotic state.
The best thing is to not let your feelings control you, listen to them but in the end you need to take charge and do what makes you happy, regardless of what others think, regardless of what others think is normal, every person is unique and so you should act like it you owe yourself that much.
This is a good song, even more so if you are able to understand the meaning behind it….
Crazy, I’m crazy for feelin’ so lonely,
I’m crazy, crazy for feelin’ so blue……
I knew, you’d love me as long as you wanted,
And then someday, you’d leave me for somebody new.
Worry, why do I let myself worry?
Wonderin’, what in the world did I do?
Oh, crazy, for thinkin’ that my love could hold you…..
I’m crazy for tryin’ and crazy for cryin
And I’m crazy for lovin’ you.
Crazy, for thinkin’ that my love could hold you,
I’m crazy for tryin, and crazy for cryin
And I’m crazy for lovin’ you…..